Monday, January 31, 2011

breathe.

the first 6 dietetic internship spots were filled at WCU last week. [whoop whoop. go megan kelley lester!] thus, all of my free seconds the past few days have been full of worry about-- the thesis research that i'm starting, the daunting process of the internship preparation/application over the next year, the fact that i only get 5 chances to apply for the internship, the fact that only 50% of dietetic students in the us even GET the internship. do you see a theme developing here?
luckily, i have awesome people rooting for me and meg telling me on a daily basis: "everything happens for a reason. you're presbyterian. you know this!" ecclesiastes 3:1 has always been a popular verse in the holland household. [sorry the b-day celebration was so late, mom. hope you enjoyed your "birthday month".] i think about it whenever i'm getting overwhelmed with the life of a dietetic grad student [generally a minimum of three times a day].
i have a note card taped to my bathroom mirror that i have packed and moved everywhere with me since the days in 3202-308 [the good 'ol days] that says: 'may there be peace within you today. may you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. may you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others. may you use the gifts you have received and pass on the love that have been given to you. may you be content with yourself just the way you are. let this knowledge settle in your bones and allow your soul the freedom to praise and love.' i read it every morning while i'm brushing my teeth-- just to remind myself to go out there, enjoy every hike to class & every wipe out on ice, embrace the opportunities i have, and take it one day at a time.
thanks to all of you who remind me how lucky i am every day. [and faith-- hey girl heyyy. thanks for appreciating my senseless rambling!] xoxo c

3 comments:

  1. HEY i should get some credit since I take the time to read every blog to her outloud. yeah that's right. you've got groupies...

    WE LOVE YOU!!! (and everything that you say and do!!!!)

    next time you're in Raleigh, we BETTER see each other. no excuses.

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  2. you are the sweetest! thank you for YOUR support for ME and i KNOW you will have luck for a graceful process of achieving your goals with time, knowledge and maturity on your side.

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  3. I like that you are presbyterian, and you know everything happens for a reason. Great advice!

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